I carry a knife in the hope that I’ll get to use it.

I have never felt bad about anything in my life.

I have hit my brothers and dad hard and laughed about later and thought of how much they deserved it.

I hurt animals and laugh about it.

I eat in front of my grandparents’ dogs whilst they sit there and dribble, and if they stay there I keep teasing them with the food.

I’m obsessed with weapons and torture methods.

I used to lie to people in school by saying "He just said something about your mum, are you gonna take that?" when they hadn’t done anything and I just wanted to see them get beaten up.

I’ve smiled after I’ve had fights because of the pain I’ve caused them even if I’ve been hit too.

And I try to embarrass people in front of others.

I have violent fantasies that bring a smile to my face when I picture it in detail.

I have thoughts about my grandparents dying and me getting my inheritance.

Here’s a bit from Wikipedia:

Characteristics of people with antisocial personality disorder may include:

Persistent lying or stealing – Yes to lying and sometimes for stealing.

Apparent lack of remorse or empathy for others – Yes to both.

Cruelty to animals – Yes, and I have killed very small animals too for fun.

Poor behavioral controls — expressions of irritability, annoyance, impatience, threats, aggression, and verbal abuse; inadequate control of anger and temper – Yes, I do express them.

A history of childhood conduct disorder – Yes.

Recurring difficulties with the law – Well, I’ve only been arrested once but have had the police after me many times.

Tendency to violate the boundaries and rights of others – I’m not sure, unless bullying counts.

Substance abuse – Yes, to drugs and alcohol.

Aggressive, often violent behavior; prone to getting involved in fights – Nowhere near as much as I
used to but if it happens now it’s to my family.

Inability to tolerate boredom – Yes, boredom feels like torture to me.

Disregard for safety – I don’t know.

I was assessed for Antisocial Personality Disorder by a psychologist who said I tick all the boxes but she wouldn’t diagnose me with it.

This is real by the way, I’m not a troll.

So, do you think I’m one?

I’m nearly 19 now and have Asperger’s and ADHD too.

I was diagnosed with Conduct Disorder at 15.

Please only give good answers.

I’ll also say again that I’m NOT a troll, I’m just a boy who’s looking for answers.

I want the diagnosis to brag about it to everyone.

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