I carry a knife in the hope that I’ll get to use it.
I have never felt bad about anything in my life.
I have hit my brothers and dad hard and laughed about later and thought of how much they deserved it.
I hurt animals and laugh about it.
I eat in front of my grandparents’ dogs whilst they sit there and dribble, and if they stay there I keep teasing them with the food.
I’m obsessed with weapons and torture methods.
I used to lie to people in school by saying "He just said something about your mum, are you gonna take that?" when they hadn’t done anything and I just wanted to see them get beaten up.
I’ve smiled after I’ve had fights because of the pain I’ve caused them even if I’ve been hit too.
And I try to embarrass people in front of others.
I have violent fantasies that bring a smile to my face when I picture it in detail.
I have thoughts about my grandparents dying and me getting my inheritance.
Here’s a bit from Wikipedia:
Characteristics of people with antisocial personality disorder may include:
Persistent lying or stealing – Yes to lying and sometimes for stealing.
Apparent lack of remorse or empathy for others – Yes to both.
Cruelty to animals – Yes, and I have killed very small animals too for fun.
Poor behavioral controls — expressions of irritability, annoyance, impatience, threats, aggression, and verbal abuse; inadequate control of anger and temper – Yes, I do express them.
A history of childhood conduct disorder – Yes.
Recurring difficulties with the law – Well, I’ve only been arrested once but have had the police after me many times.
Tendency to violate the boundaries and rights of others – I’m not sure, unless bullying counts.
Substance abuse – Yes, to drugs and alcohol.
Aggressive, often violent behavior; prone to getting involved in fights – Nowhere near as much as I
used to but if it happens now it’s to my family.
Inability to tolerate boredom – Yes, boredom feels like torture to me.
Disregard for safety – I don’t know.
I was assessed for Antisocial Personality Disorder by a psychologist who said I tick all the boxes but she wouldn’t diagnose me with it.
This is real by the way, I’m not a troll.
So, do you think I’m one?
I’m nearly 19 now and have Asperger’s and ADHD too.
DON’T F U C K I N G CALL ME A TROLL YOU PRICK
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